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Assalammualaikum.
Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.
I got accepted into MMed Anaes ie the Masters programme for Anaesthesiology ie a 4-year programme to be a Specialist. So in December, I can add "Anaesthetist in the making" in my profile section 😋
The exam was last December, and the result was supposed to be released in April and intake in June. However, due to the COVID disruption, they postponed the intake and released the results in July, for December intake. My husband got in too! I was offered UM and him UKM. Alhamdulillah, both of us in Klang Valley and no LDR involved 😁
And I am thrilled that I will be moving back to KL.
I am a KL girl, no doubt.
I like it here in this small town, people are friendly, roads are not busy and most of the necessities are near. But I never realised how much I missed KL until now.
I want to find all those libraries again, study in an open space again and shop at big complexes again.
The catch? Well, I'll be spending more (read: saving less) and the traffic!
I remember being super excited when I graduated Med School, so optimistic about the future as a doctor, and telling everyone "Heyyy I am a doctor!". Then I started my gruesome housemanship, saw my juniors convocation pictures; them being super excited being able to call themselves doctor and told myself, "Haaahaha, korg igt dh grad means akan jadi doktor ke? Tggu la, korg belum rasa lagi "kedoktoran" yg sebenar"
Then I finished my HO-ship and was super excited yeayyay dh jadi MO.
4 years down the line, then tgk my juniors2 plk excited jadi MO - and thought to myself Haaahaha dlu aku excited camtu jugak. Junior MO belum apa2 lagi, jgn meroyan sgt.
So now I am excited that I am accepted into this programme, tapi mesti bila dh bertahun2 nti, insyaAllah if ada panjang umur utk baca balik blog ni, mesti mcm "Haaaahaa excited giler dlu eh. Tak sedor struggle nye macam mana buat Masters ni"
So yes, that's why sekarang ni mcm nak excited giler but tak berani, kena control skit.
Ok and I realised this post is so rojak already but biar lah.
Registration in December, and now bosses dh start tanya "Akmar dh start study?"
Ayat Dr John lagi la, "One year tak ckup nk study, and you only have two months extra. U should start study now. I finished West Respi book 3 times even before I msuk Masters"
#terusrasainadequate
Argh stress.
Tak habis2 kena study.
-Because life is a test-
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